<3 ZOE.I am who I am :D

Tuesday, January 31, 2006



Tml school le sia...so unfair..shld let us enjoy our 15 days of cny,instead the school wants us back when we just switch on to the holiday mode.bleah.and mrs you gave us homework,finding songs,ppl go out take ang pow lar,who so free stay at home find songs.wondering how to spend my $200 and some winnings from soccer and the hip hop competiton,lettmee count.

angpow =200 bucks

soccer winnings=24 bucks

hip hop winning=10 bucks

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=234 bucks

whoa how to spent?

anyway sumbody's sponsoring my guitar and my uncle gave me a music stand and a dunno wat stuff.btw i think i noe how to spent my money le.

Memoirs of a geisha

clothes and stuff

ta-da! =D

my mum so diao...she and dad gave 120 each then she asked us last yr how much we got,my sis reply a hundred,she proceedingly say,'ok then give me back 40 bucks' so i guai guai give back and lock the rest of my money away...shhh

anyway still got visiting to do ,ciaoz



<3 ZOE. 11:36 AM

Sunday, January 29, 2006



HEYHEY EVERYBODY!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!=)

i just came back from my grandma's house so i was like seriously damn(oops) tired coz early in the morning 7 plus the helpful government not wanting singaporeans to be lazy for the yr send lion dance troops everywhere and happens to PLAY IN THE VICINTY WHERE I WAS HAPPILY SLEEPING.the day before or shld i say today.i came back from reunion ard 1.30am and immediately flopped on my bed and thks to the helpful government,i onli have 6 hrs of sleep which is totally not enuff for a growing up teenager(mr ouyang xl,plz note this word,TEENAGER) like me,i refuse to say i'm a kid,kiddo.ytd was the best reunion i ever had in my 13 going 14 yrs of life.it was themed hip hop and being the usual me,i wore my normal clothing ,a white skirt and black tee,normal colour of mine.so everybody came at 7.30 sharp and we had steamboat,normal and tom yam.as usual i sat at the normal steamboat side as i am sensitive to spicyness.after that was games.which was usual,basketball,soccer,darts and all this you get money sponser by my uncle.when it came to the part where everybody dressed up in hip hop style and perform something.I did a part of gao wu from the valenti song and guess how much i got as my prize?10 bucks.my aunt won the 70 bucks prize with her outstanding dressing which deeply amazed everybody and still in the images of my heart.every cny with a money recieving time.Today as i mentioned,i was woke up by the alarm.i wore usual black and surprisingly my grandma whom i used to stand clear from her did not say anything,in fact she have become 'kinder' le.and becoz i seldom hang out with my cousin and the only thing he asked was which school i was from and tt's all. after visiting and such,i went to my maternal side and they started to gamble so all i did was to sleep,eat and watch,sleep eat and watch...like pig. then finally get to go home!
btw...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
SHAO YE(29 JAN)
YU JUAN(29 JAN)
DADDY(30 JAN)
RACHEL(31 JAN)


<3 ZOE. 10:27 PM

Saturday, January 28, 2006



this is wat i found on samson signature in the forum:









apparently,he took it as a joke. -.-


<3 ZOE. 12:53 PM

Friday, January 27, 2006



I not stupid too is damn (oops) nice!after watching the show with me, i think sam have another opinion of me le...I was crying until my eyes turn swollen sia.I think this is the best movie jack neo ever direct!even better than I not stupid(1).This show also reflects what the singaporeans have been thinking.Their opinion about life and etc.This show was made until that in between scenes of tears,there will be a lame joke to make you laugh!And that the older generations in that show are trying to catch up with the younger generations like using the word 'lame' or 'cool' but end up making a fool of themselves.It also protrays parent for their child.How great can love be and the word 'I love you' can make a change in lifes.Sumhow when Chengcai's father said to him 'I love you',it seems to me as if God is the one speaking to me.I cried almost immediately.
Beofre the show,I hang out ard J8 for 3-4 hrs? after school until the movie starts.lol.saw ppl like Daryl and Jeffrey (chc).And anyway!I HAVEN BUY MY SKIRT!

btw,an add on-
some saddistic ppl were laughing during the caning scene.
Damn(oops) sadistic!


<3 ZOE. 8:41 PM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006



YAY!DELIRIOUS IS COMING!
muahhahaha just a nice 'nouncement to all!
o man...ytd was seriously piss off coz i was late for service and those who noes me noes tt i get seriously stress up,tense up when i am late for sumthing...so i came running into the hall with my dad at 8.30 when the service was suppose to start at 8.by the time i enter the hall it was the end of worship.o man.i miss it
the service was seriously nice...it gave me a new revelation of doing things the Jesus way!and that acceptance doesn mean approval and how we shld accept the way ppl behaves during cny.
yea...it is seriously nice.then after the svc,I send esther and prisa home then..

went home sleep duh~

today,today arh...nth special lah,chinese test,change chinese class room,blahblah.


<3 ZOE. 9:29 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006



o man...today went to ps,saw alot of things i wanna buy and if any kind soul sees this and feel that wat I wan is within ur budget,plz bless me ty!
anyway updation on my flu
-THE FLU BUGS LOVE ME!
-THE FLU TABLET MAKES ME SLEEP IN MRS YOU CLASS
-who ask her class happens to be on the first period and i took the medicine before school so her lesson,I slept..the whole day was so tiring until i went home and sleep imediately.so no interest that day who is staying back and who is not =D
updation on things i wanna buy
-Jesus Christ,The lord(novel by Anne Rice)-47 bucks
-the black and white shirt from I.P point which is unknown price
-blusher from dunno where
-in short,the whole make up set
-with the brushers
-MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA MOVIE!!(i got the book~)
-enuff time to sleep(this one is for time/teachers/less homework to bless me)
-moneymoneymoney!=D


<3 ZOE. 9:47 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006



..SHYT..I'm havin the flu bug again...damnit


<3 ZOE. 9:06 PM

Monday, January 16, 2006



Damnit.not a very nice day today...
dun ask why but not happen to me..lol
today very sian.say tml got wat character education..actually no need thks.=)
i have my character liao...=)and i love it very much..muahahaha
after school went to sam's house with oy...stupid oy wants to make me shorter...arhhh
if anybody finds me shorter and idiotic-er...plz sue mr ouyang xuan li jazzmen.ty lots=)
sue him harsh...coz it affects my whole life
XD
i dunno wat to say anymore.SPARE MY LIFE SAM!


<3 ZOE. 7:58 PM

Friday, January 13, 2006



I'M SO TIRED...anyway...

ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAMSON!

anyway,wait for merilyn and oy to finish their stuff in school respectively...wait until i almost fell asleep...
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so tired


<3 ZOE. 10:33 PM

Thursday, January 12, 2006



All i have for the lockers registration is :

FREAK!
wth...everybody is pushing and ppl are cutting queue especially 2a2 ppl..then summore it took 55 mins to get everything done. by the time we re done.it is 2.55...diao.. anyway i wanna say to one of my brother in christ,James

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

continue growing in the Lord and rmb that you're loved by us =)


<3 ZOE. 4:13 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006



Yea think this is gonna be a long post..coz i writing down wat i'm feeling,wat ive been thru and so on and so for.
Today as everyone noe,cca open house day..yup it was suppose to be a happy event for all..and wat i got is not wat i've expected.today chinese lesson,I dunno wat the heck happen and we have to spend like 15 mins in the canteen picking up rubbish.after tt i gotta sit at the back.yay..and when nominating a assistant chinese rep,stupid oy and cm just have to nominate me and milly and the rest second it but thank God,i'm not holding and position or watsoever this yr=)and i'm glad to say it(I'm already trying to be as happy as possible.)the rest of the day just go on smoothly...blahblahblah..After lunch,we,meaning as usual ppl,have dance..yea it was all,impact,coordinated,nice..but when we get up to the stage,it just all happened...without impact,coordination,nothing,watsoever..and i got back bad comments..wasn tt happy..everything i heard make me feels : LOUSY.

all the bad feelings,all the bad tots,all the bad bad bad...came to me,came to my mind..
but i noe.

SATAN YOU CANT GET ME!

sian...not my usual self.

Behind a strong appearance of mine,there's a soft heart easily broken.


<3 ZOE. 9:16 PM

Monday, January 09, 2006



I dun like my chinese teacher.is as if she got feud with me.call me 2 times already...wth
nah not in that a good mood today....I gotta resave for my guitar le...and guess how much?i'm aiming for 100 so it will be a breakthru for spendtrift me lah...and now i'm at $0 T.T
sad...i'm already coping hard with sec 2 life...dying soon..XP


<3 ZOE. 8:35 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006



WTH!!I GOT MISTAKEN AS A SALES GIRL!!!AM I THAT OLD?!?!?!WTH?!?!?!


<3 ZOE. 9:09 PM

Friday, January 06, 2006



Ok today is quite a nice day except tt the banding results have came out.so sad...ok i shouldnt say anymore since this post is specially dedicated to my bestest of the bestest friend of all..Samantha!

this is a lame post. beware!

We joke we crap we laugh
Going crazy,getting higher,tts us!
No matter wat happens during rain or shine
I will always be there for ya!


<3 ZOE. 9:36 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006



okay...I'm gonna blow!Tell me wat the heck is this.First she wans us to do up the value corner now she wan us to put down everything tt we did just to save the 'nicely painted school walls' and HELLO!the walls werent even painted balancely!Wth...


<3 ZOE. 9:14 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006



Today the 2nd day...heartache...have to resave for my guitar coz of today's cab fare T.T I rush to suntec today for my VL lesson 8..yay two more lesson,a quiz and I'm off to FT1!haha anyway today we had no fun...morning was who...eerr banding test was kinda easy ok for me coz there's no such thing as the write long sentence..all multiple choice...Muahaha...so sad..lol
Mr chan lesson was very boring...he talk abt uk,us,africa,uranium and dunno wat glass beaker
Ms low was talking abt film art...I'm not hoping much abt ms queck...if I can rechoose,i wish ms normala was my teacher...Dance was fun dancing to BoA song Valenti...nice but hard..I'm slping soon
more dance tml
tata!


<3 ZOE. 9:39 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006



I'm back from school !yay...I like kinda like tired coz i did many things today and things turn out rather disappointing..At first I was very happy coz Chen Xu is in our class but she transfer to 2e4..I was like wth...anyway...who wanna guess whose my form teacher.. unexpectedly,unfortunately turns out to be Mrs You...anybody wanna throw anything...eggs or flowers up to you...and Ms Theresa Queck is our Homec teacher .so far I heard tt she is going to be taking the odd number...take care guys...=( Our maths teacher is Janet Wee and Science Teacher is Mr Chan KP.yea..chinese dunno yet coz there will be banding test tml which is like wth.we wun be able to be in same class le for chinese.History Teacher is Chiang WL.today was kinda ok coz we have 2 hrs free time coz half and hour belongs to recess..yup so now i'm kinda tired..so catch up later..tata...


<3 ZOE. 3:16 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006



Yea is already 2006 le.bye 2005!
2006,a new year,a new start for all of us.
2005's gone,forget everything of the past.
the past hurt
the past conflict
even the past victory
remembering them wun get you anywhere.
therefore remember gen 41:51
for Joseph named his child Manasseh which literally means forgetful.
for Joseph wans to forget and forgive what his brothers have done to him.
Luke 17:32-Remember Lot's wife
the second shortest verse in the entire word of God can mean alot
The story happened in Gen 19:12-29
when Sodom and Gomorrah was abt to be destroyed
by God's grace ,Lot's whole family got out of the city and they were told not to look back.Lot's wife look back and immediately turn into a pillar of salt.
Take this as an example.
2005 had pass
would you look back at the past?
the failure
the condemnation ppl made
the persecution
even the victory.
Will you let the failure pull you down
will you let the persecution make you feel lousy
will the victory hold you back from going beyond the past victory?
Set a resolution.Aim for the goal.

Happy New Year All!


<3 ZOE. 12:37 PM